

*** Top 2.5% Globally Ranked Christian Podcast!***
Are you on an emotional healing journey with God?
Do you feel like no matter how hard you try to make things perfect, you never feel like you do enough… or are enough?
Do you spend most of your time performing or "faking" confidence while battling a harsh inner critic?
Do you find the pain or loss of your past still affecting you and your relationships today?
You’re not broken.
And you’re not alone.
This podcast is for Christian women who want to find their identity and worth in Christ, so they can grow closer to God, build healthy relationships, and stop carrying everything alone.
Here, we talk about:
- Applying spiritual weapons + biblical healing verses,
- Regulating emotions + nervous system regulation,
- And renewing your mind in Christ with scriptural mindset tools.
This is a space where you don’t have to be “the strong one.”
You don’t have to earn rest.
You don’t have to have it all together.
Hey, I’m Micaiah Gray—a Christian woman, wife, mom, and a healed daughter of the King.
For years, I was the one who held it all together alone—while I struggled with my childhood trauma, self-criticism, anxiety, perfectionism, emotional overwhelm, and feeling disconnected from myself… and sometimes even from God.
For a long time, I unknowingly built my identity around my childhood trauma and the things others had said about me. I believed that who I was was shaped by my past, my pain, and my mistakes. This led me to go through seasons of depression and anxiety that made me pull away from others.
I tried therapy, an array of unhealthy coping mechanisms (binge eating, overusing electronics, numbing, drinking, vaping, etc.), and even walked away from God at one point… but it all left me feeling more broken and alone.
Everything began to change when God started showing me who I actually was according to His Word. As God healed my relationship with Him and with myself, everything else began to shift. Gradually, my confidence, my peace, my marriage, my parenting, and my ability to receive love and support were affected too. Now, I help women like you experience that same healing, using the simple tools I teach here on the podcast.
This podcast is for you if you:
- Are hard on yourself and struggle with your sense of self
- Experience painful memories, loss, or broken relationships
- Want to grow closer to God without guilt, fear, or perfectionism
- Long for healthy, connected relationships—but don’t know how to get there
I’ll be here for you twice a week to teach you simple tools to renew your mind in Christ, regulate your emotions, and see yourself the way God sees you.
So grab your coffee, open your journal, take a deep breath—and let’s walk this healing journey together.
You don’t have to be strong here.
You just have to be willing. 🩵
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*** Top 2.5% Globally Ranked Christian Podcast!***
Are you on an emotional healing journey with God?
Do you feel like no matter how hard you try to make things perfect, you never feel like you do enough… or are enough?
Do you spend most of your time performing or "faking" confidence while battling a harsh inner critic?
Do you find the pain or loss of your past still affecting you and your relationships today?
You’re not broken.
And you’re not alone.
This podcast is for Christian women who want to find their identity and worth in Christ, so they can grow closer to God, build healthy relationships, and stop carrying everything alone.
Here, we talk about:
- Applying spiritual weapons + biblical healing verses,
- Regulating emotions + nervous system regulation,
- And renewing your mind in Christ with scriptural mindset tools.
This is a space where you don’t have to be “the strong one.”
You don’t have to earn rest.
You don’t have to have it all together.
Hey, I’m Micaiah Gray—a Christian woman, wife, mom, and a healed daughter of the King.
For years, I was the one who held it all together alone—while I struggled with my childhood trauma, self-criticism, anxiety, perfectionism, emotional overwhelm, and feeling disconnected from myself… and sometimes even from God.
For a long time, I unknowingly built my identity around my childhood trauma and the things others had said about me. I believed that who I was was shaped by my past, my pain, and my mistakes. This led me to go through seasons of depression and anxiety that made me pull away from others.
I tried therapy, an array of unhealthy coping mechanisms (binge eating, overusing electronics, numbing, drinking, vaping, etc.), and even walked away from God at one point… but it all left me feeling more broken and alone.
Everything began to change when God started showing me who I actually was according to His Word. As God healed my relationship with Him and with myself, everything else began to shift. Gradually, my confidence, my peace, my marriage, my parenting, and my ability to receive love and support were affected too. Now, I help women like you experience that same healing, using the simple tools I teach here on the podcast.
This podcast is for you if you:
- Are hard on yourself and struggle with your sense of self
- Experience painful memories, loss, or broken relationships
- Want to grow closer to God without guilt, fear, or perfectionism
- Long for healthy, connected relationships—but don’t know how to get there
I’ll be here for you twice a week to teach you simple tools to renew your mind in Christ, regulate your emotions, and see yourself the way God sees you.
So grab your coffee, open your journal, take a deep breath—and let’s walk this healing journey together.
You don’t have to be strong here.
You just have to be willing. 🩵
Get Our Weekly Love Note: https://lovenote.micaiahgray.com
Join Our Free Community: https://bit.ly/biblicalhealinggroup
Book A Coaching Call With Micaiah: https://coaching.micaiahgray.com
Episodes
Monday Apr 20, 2026
96 | Still Feeling Resentment? 3 Biblical Steps to Finally Let It Go
Monday Apr 20, 2026
Monday Apr 20, 2026
Have you said "I forgive them"... but still feel that tightness in your chest every time their name comes up? If resentment keeps showing back up no matter how many times you've prayed about it, this episode is going to help you understand why and what to actually do about it.
This one is personal. Micaiah gets vulnerable about her own story of struggling to forgive after childhood trauma. And she walks you through the real reason forgiveness can feel so impossible, even for women who genuinely love God and want to be free.
If you've been carrying unforgiveness, bitterness, or resentment in your marriage, towards your family, or from your past, this episode gives you a biblical path forward that doesn't ask you to minimize what happened or pretend it didn't hurt.
Ready to stop carrying the weight that was never yours to hold? Come connect with women walking the same healing journey inside our free community, or if you're ready to do the deeper work, book your one-on-one coaching call.
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book an Emotional Healing Coaching Call
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Next Episodes To Binge:
- Therapy Won't Heal Your Childhood Trauma. Here's Where To Start!
- Why You're Still Not Over It (Even After You Forgave)
- Is Hidden Guilt/Shame Preventing Your Healing (Bible Study)
- Overcoming Resentment In A Marriage (Christian Marriage Advice)
Thursday Apr 16, 2026
95 | Struggling With Low Self-Esteem As A Christian Woman? Start Here
Thursday Apr 16, 2026
Thursday Apr 16, 2026
Have you ever known the right scriptures about your worth, and still felt completely worthless? You're not alone, and it's not a faith problem. It might actually be a God-knowledge problem.
In this episode, we're getting to the real root of low self-esteem, and it's probably not what you think. If you've been feeling not enough, too much, or like you're fighting the same inner battle on repeat, this conversation is for you. You'll walk away seeing yourself and your healing through a totally different lens.
Ready to go deeper? If you want support unpacking the false beliefs keeping you stuck, visit coaching.micaiahgray.com to work with me one-on-one. Or join our free biblical healing community at bit.ly/biblicalhealinggroup.
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book an Emotional Healing Coaching Call
🤎 Join the Facebook Group for prayer + support
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Monday Apr 13, 2026
Monday Apr 13, 2026
(Client Case Study) Do you ever feel like you're drowning in guilt, anxiety, and pressure to be perfect? If one missed task can send your whole day spiraling, or if you've been quietly beating yourself up for not doing enough, you are not alone, and you are not failing.
This episode is going to show you why anxiety and perfectionism are actually pointing to something deeper, and what to do about it. If you've ever tried therapy, self-help, or church programs and still felt like nothing quite sticks, this one is for you. It's time to stop letting your thoughts and emotions run the show — and start finding the peace and the identity in Christ you've been praying for.
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book a Biblical Healing Coaching Call
🤎 Join the Facebook Group for prayer + support
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Thursday Apr 09, 2026
93 | Therapy Won't Heal Your Childhood Trauma — Here's Where to Start
Thursday Apr 09, 2026
Thursday Apr 09, 2026
Have you been journaling, praying, reading your Bible, maybe even trying therapy — and still feel like you're spinning your wheels on your healing journey? If you've been searching for where to actually start healing from childhood trauma, this episode is going to meet you right where you are.
Micaiah shares the real starting line of inner healing & emotional healing — and it has nothing to do with fully mapping out your trauma or finally finding the right therapist. If you've been waiting to feel ready, waiting for it all to make sense, or wondering why nothing has truly shifted yet, what she shares in this episode is exactly what you need to hear. This is biblical healing that gets practical, rooted in identity in Christ and the renewing of your mind.
Ready to stop circling the same wounds and finally start walking in your God-given identity? Join us in the free community where women just like you are doing this work together. And if you're ready for a personalized healing plan that pairs the Word of God with real, strategic tools, book a coaching call.
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book a Healing Strategy Coaching Call
🤎 Join the Facebook Group for prayer + support
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Monday Apr 06, 2026
92 | Why You're Faking Confidence (And the Self-Esteem Shift That Fixes It)
Monday Apr 06, 2026
Monday Apr 06, 2026
Have you ever walked into a room with your head held high and still felt completely empty inside? If you've been told to "fake it till you make it" — but you're still stuck in negative self-talk, perfectionism, and feeling like you'll never be enough — this episode is going to hit home for you.
In this episode, Micaiah gets real about her own journey with performative confidence and low self-esteem, and breaks down why the "fake it" approach will never get you to the biblical healing you're actually looking for. You'll learn the difference between confidence and self-worth (and what the Bible says about both), why low self-esteem is really an identity-in-Christ problem, and what the inner healing shift looks like that finally makes it stick — without striving, performing, or white-knuckling your way through it. If you're ready to stop managing your wounds and start healing them, this one's for you.
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book a Biblical Healing Coaching Call
🤎 Join the Facebook Group for prayer + support
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Thursday Apr 02, 2026
Thursday Apr 02, 2026
I'm not a therapist, so why should you trust me with your childhood trauma? You’ve been trying to heal for years. Are you getting the right help?
Are you struggling with childhood trauma effects that have led to self-esteem issues? Are you carrying childhood wounds, a relentless inner critic, and years of trying to heal — but still not sure if what you actually need is a therapist, a coach, or something else entirely?
Micaiah opens up about her own healing journey, gets honest about what she can and cannot do as a coach, and breaks down the real difference between coaching and therapy so you can finally stop guessing and start getting the right kind of help. This one will meet you right where you are.
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Tuesday Mar 31, 2026
BONUS // Stop Being Your Own Worst Enemy — Feel Secure, Loved, And Confident
Tuesday Mar 31, 2026
Tuesday Mar 31, 2026
Are you tired of saying things to yourself that you would never say to someone you love?
If your inner critic is loud, your self-worth feels shaky, and you keep getting in your own way — this quick bonus episode is for you. Micaiah names the exhausting cycle of perfectionism, anxiety, and the "I'm not enough" spiral, and she gives you a simple mental shift to start moving toward the inner peace and real confidence you've been craving.
There's also a surprise deal happening right now that you won't want to miss — including a free workshop replay and a BOGO offer that will probably never be this low again.
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Monday Mar 30, 2026
90 | On A Healing Journey With God? Here is Your Roadmap
Monday Mar 30, 2026
Monday Mar 30, 2026
Have you ever felt like you're on a healing journey with God, but you have no idea where you actually are in the process? Like, is this the hard part? Is something supposed to be happening by now?
You're not alone, and this episode is going to give you the roadmap you didn't know you needed. Gaining clarity on what season you are in will help you navigate it with confidence!
Micaiah is pulling back the curtain on the exact seasons she's seen play out — in her own life and in countless others — so you can finally stop wondering and start trusting the process.
If you've been craving peace, struggling to grow closer to God, or feeling stuck in the waiting season, this one is for you.
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Thursday Mar 26, 2026
89 | How Do You Increase Self-Esteem? 3 Scriptures For Confidence Building
Thursday Mar 26, 2026
Thursday Mar 26, 2026
Do you ever wonder if wanting to feel confident is somehow wrong or prideful as a Christian?
You're not alone. A lot of women who love God still whisper "I'm not enough" when they're feeling low. That negative self-talk? It's exhausting — and it goes deeper than a mindset problem.
In this episode, Micaiah walks you through three healing scriptures that get to the root of low self-esteem. Not with just a pep talk. But with what God actually says about your identity in Christ — before you performed, before you got it together, before you were impressive.
This is biblical encouragement for the woman who's tired of building her confidence on the wrong things. If you're ready for real healing and to finally see yourself the way God does — this one's for you.
🚨DID YOU HEAR? Last Chance!!
FREE LIVE WORKSHOP: Silence Your Inner Critic
See yourself the way God does and finally feel like enough
Join us live on March 31st, 2026
@ 1:30PM ET / 12:30PM CT / 11:30AM MT / 10:30AM PT
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book a Biblical Healing Coaching Call
🤎 Join the Facebook Group for prayer + support
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Monday Mar 23, 2026
88 | God Isn't Trying To Silence You — He's Calling You To Inner Peace
Monday Mar 23, 2026
Monday Mar 23, 2026
Have you ever read a Bible verse and walked away feeling smaller instead of freer? Consider that God may be calling you to emotional regulation — NOT silence.
If your inner critic has been using scripture to keep you shrinking — making you feel like you have to be perfect to be worthy, or that God doesn't really want you to take up space — this episode is for you.
There is one Greek word buried in one of the most misunderstood verses in the Bible, and what it actually means might change everything about how you see yourself. In this episode, I am breaking down the word study I did on 1 Timothy 2:11-12!
This episode will give you a real mindset shift toward the confidence, peace, and healing God actually designed for you.
🚨 DID YOU HEAR? You Are Invited!
FREE LIVE WORKSHOP: Silence Your Inner Critic
See yourself the way God does and finally feel like enough
Join us live on March 31st, 2026
@ 1:30PM ET / 12:30PM CT / 11:30AM MT / 10:30AM PT
Your Next Steps:
🩵 Book a Biblical Healing Coaching Call
🤎 Join the Facebook Group for prayer + support
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